- when 29 march make a visit -

this year's 29 March is c0mpletely different compared to the last year.

for those who not aware of the date;

its my BUFFDAY lew!!!

ngeee

its a little too late for a buffday post

nearly a month

but who cares...
its my buffday and i should write something

don't ya think???

- a bit review bout last year's buffday -

huhu
they make it lyke it was not any special day

urgghhh

a mental torture!!!

coz i'm a bit paranoid bout it

l00ok at this pic

this is what happened to cc during her buffday!!!

scary kan???

tepung + telur + sdkt cacing sesedap rase..

wahaha =p

and mine...
even not as 'wonderful and whiteful' as cc

but still, 'chantekk' laa jugak k0wt

haha =p

we are having dinner at 'kedai kopi'...

with some of my classm8

they bought me the 'chocl8 fudge cake' from sr...

i've got :

my fav t-shirt - thanks my dearest dahlink -g1317

fish n chip - thnx tika!

2 bracelets - tenkiu 2 balqish n alan

buku 'wanita2 terbaik dlm islam' - najmi sje nk hint kew nih..ahaha..thanx btw

daa khatam daa that b00k!!!

kirenye daa jd agak baik laa jgak ni..haha

=.=

- THIS YEAR's BUFFDAY!!!! -

hahaha

a bit dull i guess

no friends around since they were already gone to the 'far far away kingd0m'

huhu

india i mean

but i still can be c0nsider as lucky!!!

i got phone calls fr0m them...str8 from india

(syaza,tasha,mai,cc,mimi, and syednabil)

syaza called me more than half an hour

smpai abes cdt dy k0wt

haha

wishing me a buffday wish..and also sharing s0me shweet st0ries

all the happy2 thingy

a bit funny when she said

"aku xtau nk ckp ape lg...tp xnk letak fon lg...nk dgr suara kau"

hahahaha

~ missing u ~

nuyerq also give me a call and i also got a buffday wish from poland!!!

its elfira!

oww yup,pakcik forgot my buffday!!!

ade ati tuh..haha...daa kne hint bru prasan..lol..

he give me a call after that

and for the first tyme;the first pers0n that wishing me is my mum...

followed by halley,ne'cha,aak,and moffat

and this year...

i dont get lots of buffday wishes as much as the last year...

due to the changes of climate and my fon number i guess..

huhu

thanks for the wishes and phone calls everybody!!!

and somehow

its n0t that bad

celebrating buffday at home

wif da parents and family

-a simple n sweet buffday -

getting SI PUTEH from my parents

ngeee

~hepy m0de ~

n my mum also ask if i want sumthing else 4 my buffday

but i said that si puteh is just enough k0wt

soh i dun expect for any other presents than that

its a wonderful sunday morning!!!

when i woke up from my sleep

turning to the right,and seeing this little cute packaging!!!

a bit surprise!!!

so0o shweet of her

thanks mum!!!

luv u

not waiting any minutes l0nger...

i 0pened the bag

and

surprisingly found a buffday card and a new Ramlee Awang Murshid novel

-MIKHAIL-

huhu..she knew that it's one of my favourites!!!

they said;

20 is just a number...

and i think..

they are right!!!

huhu =p

thanks for making my days beautiful

lots of days..

full with patience and pain...

variety of feelings...

torturing the mind and soul...

lots of moments and experiences...
should be just kept in the closets...

trying to reach out and stand up from this pain together...

one word needed;

THANKS

for your prayer and supports

medicine cure me a bit...

but its your prayer and loves that heal the wound

giving my feet back to me...

making me standing on my own

-mum -

thanks for taking care of me all this while...

you always be there when i need someone...
your patience and love are unconditional

love you...now and always~


- dad -

thank you so much

without you

i cant make my days through out this hardship and difficulties

really appreciate your concern, care, and tears =p

- brother -

sorry if you feel a bit left out during the past 7 months

i knew that lots of attention are given to me instead of you

thanks for being really helpful and understanding

- all my friends -

thanks for your prayers and supports

- my dearest knights -

all of u are appreciated..thanks to those who visits me...
(aak,no-e,nuyerq,azie,halley,moffat,ne'cha,paqin and boted)

i guess that i'm not fully recover during the first and second visits...

cant remember much...

felt a bit strange and awkward;

being seen as a sick person instead of 'the always healthy me'

but the third visit is definitely great coz i'm already fine =p

- with halley -

ne'cha,moffat and boted =p

- my dahlink g1317 -

(cc,tasha,syaza,mai,mimi n elle)

thanks kamo00oo...

for your calls and sms...

care & concern...

really nice of u guys

missing all of you

~so00oo much~

- all MSU-IMS friends -

again thanks for the prayer and solat hajat

missing u guys too
appreciating all the precious moments
throughout all the good and bad days

sorry for hurting anyone feelings

i dont have any intention or purpose in doing that

my bad i guess...

being sick and not realized what i'm doing

all the best in our future undertakings

tasha n kozac ; thanks for a really nice p0st in your blogs

- pakcik -

thanks for being a nice friend...

i do appreciate your concern...

nice of knowing u

~good girl wont cry;she smiles~

life; the terrific and the pathetic

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