- puitis itu jiwa aku -

yang sendiri itu aku...

yang indah itu kamu...

bisakah indah sendiri ini tanpa kamu???

ahh..jiwa kerap berpuitis lewat ini...gerangan apakah... =p

- hanisah made this honey c0rnflakes!!! -

~today's activity ~

~ hanisah is making this h0ney cornflakes at home ~

its easy!!!

u just need;

honey

c0rnflakes

butter

sugar

roasted nuts

(u can change it with raisins or anything u like!)

melt the butter first...then put the sugar n the h0ney...kacau2 until it bc0me sticky!!!

then put the corn flakes + r0asted nuts

searchg 4 the paper cups!!!

put in oven for few minutes

here comes;

yummy2 =p

- i luv both tayl0r swift's; susan boyle got talent!!! -

~ new s0ngs by my favourite artist ~

tayl0r swift!!!

ngeee...i luv both songs bel0w...its a vc for the songs;

l0ve story and also you're n0t sorry...

l0ve story ;

gosh!!!i luv her dress...beautiful white(or cream col0ur k0wt)...dun care...
but the dress is great and i cant deny that she is so0o beautiful...keep on r0cking babe =p

you're not sorry ;

eventhough the vc is just the compilation of her photos,the s0ng is great!!

i luv the lyrics!!!

t0uching yet agak mndlm k0wt =p

You're Not Sorry – Taylor Swift Lyrics from [lyricsyoulove.com]

susan boyle!!!

britain gots talent!!!

she sings 'i dreamed a dream'...and i never expected she hv that p0werful voice...huhu

sadly;the embedding disabled...but you can try to click the link below

great performance; great voice

~ njoy watcing ppl!!! ~


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9whxWNI7bE

- mimpi -

Andai malam-malam yang berlalu itu mimpi...

Biarkan mimpi ini mengindahkan hari...

Andai mimpi-mimpi yang berlalu itu indah...

Mengapa hari ini tidak seindah mimpi?

- when 29 march make a visit -

this year's 29 March is c0mpletely different compared to the last year.

for those who not aware of the date;

its my BUFFDAY lew!!!

ngeee

its a little too late for a buffday post

nearly a month

but who cares...
its my buffday and i should write something

don't ya think???

- a bit review bout last year's buffday -

huhu
they make it lyke it was not any special day

urgghhh

a mental torture!!!

coz i'm a bit paranoid bout it

l00ok at this pic

this is what happened to cc during her buffday!!!

scary kan???

tepung + telur + sdkt cacing sesedap rase..

wahaha =p

and mine...
even not as 'wonderful and whiteful' as cc

but still, 'chantekk' laa jugak k0wt

haha =p

we are having dinner at 'kedai kopi'...

with some of my classm8

they bought me the 'chocl8 fudge cake' from sr...

i've got :

my fav t-shirt - thanks my dearest dahlink -g1317

fish n chip - thnx tika!

2 bracelets - tenkiu 2 balqish n alan

buku 'wanita2 terbaik dlm islam' - najmi sje nk hint kew nih..ahaha..thanx btw

daa khatam daa that b00k!!!

kirenye daa jd agak baik laa jgak ni..haha

=.=

- THIS YEAR's BUFFDAY!!!! -

hahaha

a bit dull i guess

no friends around since they were already gone to the 'far far away kingd0m'

huhu

india i mean

but i still can be c0nsider as lucky!!!

i got phone calls fr0m them...str8 from india

(syaza,tasha,mai,cc,mimi, and syednabil)

syaza called me more than half an hour

smpai abes cdt dy k0wt

haha

wishing me a buffday wish..and also sharing s0me shweet st0ries

all the happy2 thingy

a bit funny when she said

"aku xtau nk ckp ape lg...tp xnk letak fon lg...nk dgr suara kau"

hahahaha

~ missing u ~

nuyerq also give me a call and i also got a buffday wish from poland!!!

its elfira!

oww yup,pakcik forgot my buffday!!!

ade ati tuh..haha...daa kne hint bru prasan..lol..

he give me a call after that

and for the first tyme;the first pers0n that wishing me is my mum...

followed by halley,ne'cha,aak,and moffat

and this year...

i dont get lots of buffday wishes as much as the last year...

due to the changes of climate and my fon number i guess..

huhu

thanks for the wishes and phone calls everybody!!!

and somehow

its n0t that bad

celebrating buffday at home

wif da parents and family

-a simple n sweet buffday -

getting SI PUTEH from my parents

ngeee

~hepy m0de ~

n my mum also ask if i want sumthing else 4 my buffday

but i said that si puteh is just enough k0wt

soh i dun expect for any other presents than that

its a wonderful sunday morning!!!

when i woke up from my sleep

turning to the right,and seeing this little cute packaging!!!

a bit surprise!!!

so0o shweet of her

thanks mum!!!

luv u

not waiting any minutes l0nger...

i 0pened the bag

and

surprisingly found a buffday card and a new Ramlee Awang Murshid novel

-MIKHAIL-

huhu..she knew that it's one of my favourites!!!

they said;

20 is just a number...

and i think..

they are right!!!

huhu =p

-cookies!!! cravings for more -

cookies!!!

i'm already sending this to nuyerq
but only the picture of it

hahaha

she's a BIG FAN of my mum's cookies!!!

but this time its mum's & daughter's cookies

coz i helped her everytime we make it

and i guess that...

it tastes more crunchy and yummy;

BECAUSE ITS ME;WHO DID IT...

lalala =p

i once remembered

its one of the favourites during my high school

during my SPM week

my mum always come on the weekends

bringing a jar of cookies or two

and we can finish it in just two or three days..

huhu

dayeh always said;

"baik ko simpan dulu c00kies nih mckenn...kang abes kiteorg mkn.."

hahaha

missing areth,dayeh and nadia sallehin
- BR3 -

-my roomm8-

lots of luvs;

=p

thanks for making my days beautiful

lots of days..

full with patience and pain...

variety of feelings...

torturing the mind and soul...

lots of moments and experiences...
should be just kept in the closets...

trying to reach out and stand up from this pain together...

one word needed;

THANKS

for your prayer and supports

medicine cure me a bit...

but its your prayer and loves that heal the wound

giving my feet back to me...

making me standing on my own

-mum -

thanks for taking care of me all this while...

you always be there when i need someone...
your patience and love are unconditional

love you...now and always~


- dad -

thank you so much

without you

i cant make my days through out this hardship and difficulties

really appreciate your concern, care, and tears =p

- brother -

sorry if you feel a bit left out during the past 7 months

i knew that lots of attention are given to me instead of you

thanks for being really helpful and understanding

- all my friends -

thanks for your prayers and supports

- my dearest knights -

all of u are appreciated..thanks to those who visits me...
(aak,no-e,nuyerq,azie,halley,moffat,ne'cha,paqin and boted)

i guess that i'm not fully recover during the first and second visits...

cant remember much...

felt a bit strange and awkward;

being seen as a sick person instead of 'the always healthy me'

but the third visit is definitely great coz i'm already fine =p

- with halley -

ne'cha,moffat and boted =p

- my dahlink g1317 -

(cc,tasha,syaza,mai,mimi n elle)

thanks kamo00oo...

for your calls and sms...

care & concern...

really nice of u guys

missing all of you

~so00oo much~

- all MSU-IMS friends -

again thanks for the prayer and solat hajat

missing u guys too
appreciating all the precious moments
throughout all the good and bad days

sorry for hurting anyone feelings

i dont have any intention or purpose in doing that

my bad i guess...

being sick and not realized what i'm doing

all the best in our future undertakings

tasha n kozac ; thanks for a really nice p0st in your blogs

- pakcik -

thanks for being a nice friend...

i do appreciate your concern...

nice of knowing u

~good girl wont cry;she smiles~

life; the terrific and the pathetic

"

- breaking through the toughest chapter -

7 months!!!

longer enough than i had ever imagined.

fortunately, it do not cost me a whole life time..

pheww~

losing the ability and the opportunity to control and take care of my own self
i'm losing me and this makes me thinks...

what is the purpose of breathing if you are taking other's living to make you feel alive??

when your pain starts to taking you from being you...

that is the most painful sickness

the one with unseen bleeding

guessing that life got lots of other meanings than just a cleft treble

but there is no room for regretting...
i'm just hoping that its going to be a sunny day through out this longg darkness...
keep on believing~

everyone got their own walking track...

and mine is a bit different than others...

a bit tougher and harder for a while...

but at least this walking track is having a destination...

and i'm not walking along the line alone...

"thanks for those who once made my days beautiful"

Alhamdulillah... for HIS countless loves and blessings. :)

- its been a while -

GOOD GIRL WONT CRY; SHE SMILES

life; the terrific and the pathetic